Here We Go Again

Synopsis

My reaction when I started reading

In these few pages Jacob is mostly disappointed at Bella because she kind of drifted apart. Charlie from the other hand also wants Bella to spend more time with Jacob instead of the person that almost got Bella killed(Edward) because he is still digusted with him. However Bella wanted to see Jacob becuase in a few months she wouldn't see him again anymore. While Bella and Edward were debating the cons of being a "monster", Edward found out that a nexborn was loose in Seattle. After a while Edward disscused the relationship between Bella and the werewolves, eventhough Bella wanted to help Jacob pass through a difficult time. To take her mind off of it, Edward appealed her to go to Florida to visit her mom with him, he insisted and insisted untl he managed to convince her. By the time they were there Bella and her mom disscused about Edward. She tought that they were like magnets, no one could separate them no matter the situation. When they returned to Forks surprisingly jacob was at Bellas's school. Jacob told Bella the truth and she realized that Victoria was after her. Anyway, one day when Edward went hunting Bella visited Jacob eventhough she wasn't supposed to. In there while they were talking he mentions Leah Clearwater and how she and Sam fell in love but he imprinted himself in Emily. After that Bella returned from La Push but Edward dicovered her...

Some Secrets...

"Staring into his eyes always made me feel extraodinary-sort of like my bones were turning spongy. I was also a little lightheaded, but that could have been because I'd forgotten to keep breathing. Again."(17)

Eventhough Edward left her, eventhough he told her he didn't want to be with her anymore, she is still loving him so bad. Me myself can't imagine loving someone so much to expres myself in such a way as Bella did... This imagery the author portraited in my mind made me realize that what Edward and Bella have is real love. But does BElla has any feelings for Jacob left?

"This was why I was here. This is why I would take whatever reception waited for me when i got back. becuase, underneath all the anger and the sarcasm, Jacob was in pain. Right now, it was very clear in his eyes. I didn't know how to help him, but knew I had to try. It was more than that I owed him."(112)

I can see that Bella loves Jacob as well but is it as much as she loves Edward? Will she rethink her choice? Jacob was alwyas by her side when she need it. He always made sure she was happy enough. But bella isn't helping at all I think she is just concentrated in not loosing Edward again. Which seems selfish in a way because you should be there for your friends no matter what.

Final Thoughts

I have only read the ifrts few pages of this book "Eclipse" and i'm already hooked in, I can't stop reading a lot. I certainly do feel all the owrds I read, I canfeel what the characters are feeling, and I can imagine what the author was thinking about. I hope that the book is allways as good as the begining becuase until now it is a page turner. I've learned along these few pages that friendship can be either a very good thibg or people only uses you for their benefit. In this case Bella won't help jacob as much as he helped her when she was going through a difficult time.