New Friends, New Experiences

Sinopsis

"It will be as if I never existed" this is what Edwars said before leaving. This is what have been bothering Bella since then. Before HE left, he made sure to tell Bella to stay away from the reckless and stupid actions she is used to do. Because Bella loves breaking promises, she decided to do something reckless and stupid. She bought two motorcycles. She didn't know where to fix them and how to fix them  because she had rescued them from the trash. She realized that her old friend Jacob Black worked very hard in a garage, that is when she called Charlie for the address. Obiously Charlie was delighted by the news because finally Bella was goint to interact with another human being. After Bella arrived and talked to Jacob for a while, she realized or in other words rememberd that she does like Jacob. Fortunately Jacob agreed to help Bella, she felt guilty because she was asking too much so both of them made a deal. Jacob will owe one of the motorcycles when they were finished, and he would teach Bella how to ride them. Coming over to Jacob's house became an habit after a while because he made her feel much better about her heartbreaking situation. In school she did feel strange though, noboody of the Cullens were there, everysingle one of them had had disappeard from her life in one second. This is why Bella felt "healthier" when Jacob was around. After spending a lot of time together, Jacob called Bella. He had finally finished the bikes! After Bella and Jacob arrived to a place in which she would learn how to ride, she saw a man throw himself off the cliff. Bella freaked out right there on the spot. Jacob then explained to her that they do that for fun, not to kill themselves. Anyway, when Bella managed to ride the bike withought falling apart, she heard HIM again. Bella kpt on going until her brakes failed and she fell over. Later, she went to the hospital and got 7 stiches on the head. After a while Bella went to the movies with Mike,  Jacob and other couple of friends. Non of them showed up so they ended only the 3 of them. Later on, Mike had to run to the bathroom because the movie made him sick. After Jacob went to check on him, he and Bella talked about their relationship. Bella only wanted him as a friend, Jacob was cool with that. After they took Mike home, Jacob started to feel sick too. A long time passed until Bella called Jacob.

Quotes

"It wasn't as hard as I would have thought to keep focused on the present. The forest looked a lot like any other part of the peninsula, and Jacob set a vastly different mood."(198)

After a good period of time, Bella is realizing that it isn't worth it to spend the rest of her life regretting what had happened. Now she is more mature on the situation, she is focused on just moving ahead in life no matter how much she had suffered for a person. It can be said that Bella is starting to overcome the place in which the love of her life breaked her heart. It can also be said that Jacob is helping Bella pass through this situation

"One thing I truly knew- knew in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest- was how love gave someone the power to brake you."(219)

Because Bella now has the experience in being split in two halves, she doesn't want any of it anymore. I think that she is trying to say that once you know the person you are dating is the one, you are letting him have the power of destroying you completely. Bella knows she likes Jacob, but she isn't ready for another relationship after something catastrophic had happened to her.

Final Thoughts

As I get deeper into the book each chapter gets better every time. Bella is starting to have this visions of Edward in her mind every time she does something wrong. I hope that Edward takes responsability of his actions and come back for Bella. Hopefully nothing bad will happen before Edward comes to take Bella with him. If Edward does not come, I think that Bella is going to get over him, and finally be with someone that truly loves her. In the beggining Edward was the most romantic and caring person I've ever magined, but once he left it turned him into a rude and heartless person. maybe jacob will take advantage and try to gain Bella's heart. But the prediction that I hope it turnes into reality is the one that Edward regrets what he had done, and turn into reality Bella's dream (becoming a vampire).